Dancing my way

Linkin Park - Leave out all the rest

I hate you.

I wanted to say that so badly. Knowing the words were incorrect stopped me from saying them.

I hate that I have to spend the rest of my life drumming out that recorded query, that "Are you sure?" you'd always ask. What? I don't know what I know? That my decisions are to be second guessed? That I'm uncertain of what I just uttered?

I hate that each living day, I have to quash that part of my psyche that undermines each and every decision I make. You had no idea how much work and anger and despair went into creating a mind that can handle the shit I've had to wade through. You had no idea, you had no intention to destroy it but here I am. I stand with a part of my mind always doubting until I can repair that hurt.

I hate that I have to rebuild what your words of doubt and the months and weeks of ignoring me destroyed. You didn't know just how many nights and hours and years I've spent telling myself that by myself, I am allowed to be. That I have the right to be me. You didn't know and you'd always ask if I was sure. Did I not say the words to answer your question? Or was I always so little that I caused you to doubt?

I hate that each and every thing I do is now met by doubt and uncertainty and more self-loathing just because you've repeatedly asked if I was sure, on top of poking holes at what I said. That you confidently went about your way and just laughed off your mistakes while highlighting what I did wrong grates up to now. It was always about how you hurt, about how you felt, about what you thought. That when you'd bend and give, it's to be remembered and treasured. No amount of gratitude I gave was enough. My forgetfulness was a sin. That you remembered differently, that you remembered, was the baseline of truth.

I hate that despite all the destruction you've done, you can always say that you had no intention to harm. And while that absolves you, it doesn't change the fact that I have to rebuild my mind. The predator did not intend to harm its prey, only that it meant to eat. It's the prey's fault for being too weak. No, that analogy demonizes you.

The havoc you've wreaked is no different from a storm. The storm simply is and did not intend harm upon those it passed by. But it doesn't change the fact that the casualties are no less dead just because they were in the storm's path.

I hate this hate.

I hate that by my standards, you're not to be blamed, ever.

I hate that I was too weak to withstand your words.

I hate, because to do otherwise is to succumb to despair.

So be it

What value do my thoughts have?

When said thoughts allow me to make a living, they've monetary value. When said thoughts allow me to perceive the beauty that exists in this world, they're enriching.

But what worth do my thoughts have when it conflicts with the perceptions of others? Outside of myself, my thoughts have no value. Its contradictory nature to the thoughts of those others, from experience, reduces my thoughts' worth to zero. Of course, we could discuss how intrinsic worth is more internal than anything, but that's another story.

So callously dismissed. So carelessly belittled. So blithely deemed vanity. Such are my thoughts.

So be it. What is of no value to others will be hoarded.

Mine to keep. Mine to know. After all, it is worthless to all others.

Of course, it matters not to others if I keep it all inside. After all, it all boils down to money. For as long as I've money, all others matter little.

The bridges are raised. The windows are shuttered. As my thoughts are of no value, so shall they be kept within.

The line is drawn.

Choose and act.

Escape from Mars

=~=Location: Inside the Samurai - Heavily modified Pellaeon-class Imperial Star Destroyer, currently traversing Infinity

~=~Dramatis Personae:

Bridge Crew:

Commanding Officer : My self
Executive Officer : Hannibal Lecter, MD
Weapons Officer : Teletha Testarossa
Launch Officer : Lisa Hayes
Tactics Officer : Lacus Clyne
Intra-ship AI: ANNA

CIC (Combat Information Center)

CO: ANNA, please program our forges to construct an M-O.

ANNA: You mean Wall-E's friend, that Microbe Obliterator?

CO: [smirks ruefully] There's a lot of flotsam and jetsam from those crashes and renovations. Assigning EVE to clean-up is overkill. Besides, I'd want to blast 'em myself but that's better delegated to a specialist. I'll find catharsis as I can at the hangar and forges.

LO: Failing that, we'll prep the latest testbed for MAGENTA.

TO: Taichou, your stony stare into space won't change the fact that The Samurai performed as best as it could, with what resources it had. That the ship held its ground for so long is proof that given time, The Samurai -can- win most engagements decisively.

XO: We still failed. And all your brooding won't change a thing, Captain.

ANNA: He did ask for M-O's construction, Lecterjii-chan. It's a step towards the ship's restoration.

XO: And there's more to be done.

WO: Logistics for our lascannons and ioncannons are well-within threshold, with supplies for two more days of our hit-and-run.

TO: Running more than hitting but an escape-and-evade course never did go as planned.

LO: Yes, we could've run weeks back but we all agreed that holding what ground we had while pushing as far as we can had its merits.

CO: The numbers were too low for a reasonable victory as it looked like a war of attrition at times. Fortune favored the bold. This time, the dice didn't cooperate.

WO: We count what we have. All our pilots made it back, rattled but whole. Even our LOTOs' crews survived that last bombing run. Not that they'd care to repeat the experience if they can avoid it.

XO: You mean if The Samurai manages to evade those Martian pursuit craft until we're beyond their range.

CO: We'll keep doing those random sideways micro jumps to avoid an easily tracked straightforward heading. I mean, it's likely we're just being chased out instead of being chased down but let's fly to survive.

LO: Our mechanics are working at a reduced pace while ensuring that we've a pair working during any of the three shifts

ANNA: How many M-Os should we fabricate?

CO: Three. Seven's overkill and we've already got droids for the routine clean-up.

XO: Just so it's clear, ladies. If our esteemed captain orders us to head back to Martian airspace, what do we do?

WO: Call ANNA.

TO: Distract Taichou. With boobs, robots or scantily clad girls piloting robots, whichever works.

LO: So ANNA can bonk him unconscious [retrieves a scaled-down Gusion hammer].

ANNA: And I'm confirming that I've the code that lets me do just that.

CO: Thank you, really. Having a back-up plan for this helps.

War's handmaiden

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It matters not how I run.

It matters not how I defend.

It matters not how I attack.

It matters not how I stand.

Despair, at its whim, reigns above all.

Kylo Ren is a wuss

Force-users in the Star Wars Universe have always had a place inside my head. They're warriors and philosophers, in varying degrees, to the extent of their personalities and strengths.

Strange as it is, I identify more with the Sith Code than the Jedi's.

How so? The wishy-washy approach of the Jedi does not address the innate problem of the strong trampling the weak. With the Sith Code, one is driven to be strong. What the believer uses the strength for is something else altogether.

Yes, it's about strength.

With strength, one can defend his beliefs and his loved ones. With strength, one can create her path and shape her destiny.

It's about strength.

And strength is not limited to the physical. Mental strength is key. There are many broken warriors who relied on skill and strength of arms while their minds were left undeveloped.

Today, strength is given.

Today, strength will come forth. From anger, from hate, from fear. Burn the negativity and let it fuel the drive to be stronger.

Strength comes from without. Strength comes from within.

Strength of mind and soul and body will see you through your trials. One without the other two, two without the one; these are weak. Strengthen all three and smash through!

Peace is a lie, there is only passion.

Through passion, I gain strength.

Through strength, I gain power.

Through power, I gain victory.

Through victory, my chains are broken.

The Force shall free me.

Credit goes to David Gaider for the awesome Code.

Enkidu

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Get a bucket, say one that holds 5 liters of fluid. Fill it halfway then lift it. It's not much, right?

Hold it where it is, as high as you've lifted it.

As the clock ticks, it gets heavier despite having the same volume.

That is how I handle guilt.

Wrong done, regardless of intent, demands punishment. It matters little if the hand holding the rod is no longer my parents', I will wield a whip and swing it towards my exposed back.

I did wrong, and so I must be punished.

All I ever did was wrong, so all I deserve is punishment.

As I was taught with each punitive act and word, so do I burden myself with guilt.

It matters little if the wrong was accidental or small or easily forgotten by the offended party, all that matters is that I did wrong and that I must be punished.

It does not have to be a whip in my hand. Chains inside my mind bind just as strongly. At times, I wonder if the whip would at least grant catharsis compared to the endless encirclement imposed by my mind's conditioning.

Perhaps I just need to cry, to find it in me to forgive myself for the wrongs I've done.

Or mayhap the whip is lacking whereas a noose will suffice? Yet, doing so denies me the chance to make things right. And a chance is all that I'll ever get. That's if I choose to seize that chance.

I owe it to the people I've hurt, with or without intent, to make their pain worthwhile. I owe it to them to ensure I don't hurt others as I've hurt them.

I owe it to the people who've stood by me despite the pain I gave. I owe them more than due effort so I don't hurt them again.

Punishment is my due, for deliverance that I will earn.

Christmas!

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=~=~=~=Location: Inside the Samurai - Heavily modified Pellaeon-class Imperial Star Destroyer, currently traversing Infinity

Optimus Prime: Captain! Something came for you!

OP: Let's see... It's from the Iron Lady!

OP: First ribbon.

OP: Second ribbon.

OP: And a clear polka-dotted plastic wrap?!

OP: Here you go, Captain! All unwrapped!

OP: Now to open it up!

OP: Ohhhh. Envelopes. Fancy envelopes. You can use these!

OP: I'm just going to recharge a bit.

OP: I'm taking this to the Stationery area of the Stockroom!

Juxtaposition

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    Gregorian's cover of Now we are free pumps through the speakers.

    I am glad to leave towards better leadership.

    I am glad to leave a stench-producing, blame-throwing slimebucket that thinks his way is better just because he's the boss.

    I am glad to leave inept idiots in supervisory posts who think their position entitles them to immediate attention and action while they deny it from the very people supporting them.

    I am glad to leave nitwits who can't follow simple instructions despite repeated demonstrations and reminders.

    At the same time, I am sad to leave comrades.

    I am sad that I part from a good friend.

    I am sad that I leave able mentors.

    And so the Wheel turns.

    Sing, Freedom. Dance, Destiny.

Sleeping Beauty can sleep forever for all I care

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   Given the chance, I'd violate your anus with a splintered wooden club, you pus-filled slacking sack of $#!+.

   Don't ever complain to me ever again.

   Don't ever ask for favors again.

   While you would always have my thanks for helping me get to where I am, your slacking ways give me and our other coworkers extra workload.

   If you die by my hand, it won't be for my entertainment, it would be vindication.

See-saw

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Not that it's a bad thing, but, my role in the relationship almost always forces me to suck it up and shut up when it comes to my emotions. Granted, most of those emotions were things that came and went. Granted, my upbringing and self-training allows me to blank myself out and create an emotional void that absorbs negativity with no consequence.

But. What of the emotions that whispered of suspicions and fears? Granted, the observations were one-sided and would be unable to tell the entire story. Still, those observations were unfiltered and unbiased and compared to a baseline. While not exactly valid based on methodology, the observations are just that, observations. Interpretation happened after documentation, to keep the data as pristine as possible.

Mayhap I'm defending myself. Mayhap I'm looking for an excuse for the discrepancies.

Maybe.

Maybe Vergere's words are the only truth in an existence permeated by lies.

Desiderata

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    33 years this 2015 and, if my yearmates are to be the gauge, I'm a failure. Yet, if not for my father (both whip and salve in this case), I would not have these words:

"If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself."

    I find it ironic and the amusement just makes the irony all the more telling because the words state explicitly that one should not compare one's self and my father touts these regularly yet he is first in comparing me and mine to all and sundry.

    [shrugs]

    Still, nevertheless.

    I can see where I'm going and while it could have been better, I can now see some of the mistakes that I'm making before it gets bigger. I guess that's the benefit of experience, such as it is. Granted that there's a lot more I could've done, I find that I can shrug all those whiplashes off without a sweat these days. Maybe the distance helps.

    Being INTJ/INTP/ISTJ gives me a lot of introspective muscle to pull, for which I'm grateful.

    I am grateful that I am where I am. It lets me be and while there are still wants, I have the means to obtain those wants with a little bit of exertion.

    Grateful introspection.

Muse

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Call it whimsy.

Here's what Euterpe contains.

629 tracks in playlist, average track length: 4:11
Playlist length: 43 hours 58 minutes 4 seconds

I love Winamp. ^_^

4 Real - For all of my life (3:57)
98° - Still (4:01)
765Pro & 876Pro Allstars - Go my way!! (2:04)
A Kayano, H Tomatsu & S Hayami - Secret base (5:52)
AC/DC - Highway to Hell (3:28)
AC/DC - Shoot to thrill (5:22)
Ace of Base - All that she wants (3:31)
Ace of Base - Don't turn around (3:39)
Ace of Base - The sign (3:08)
Air Supply - Lonely is the night (4:05)
Air Supply - Lost in love (3:53)
Air Supply - Making love out of nothing at all (5:02)
Air Supply - Someone who believes in you (4:15)
Air Supply - The one that you love (4:13)
Air Supply - Two less lonely people in the world (4:03)
AiRI - Imagination > Reality (4:06)
Aiza Seguerra - Ngayong wala ka na (3:40)
Aki Maeda - Daijoubu (4:28)
Alamid - Your love (5:28)
Alanis Morissette - Head over feet (4:27)
Alanis Morissette - Ironic (3:49)
Alison Krauss - When you say nothing at all (4:02)
Alison Krauss & Union Station - Let me touch you for a while (3:23)
Alison Krauss & Union Station - The lucky one (3:07)
All 4 One - Beautiful as you (3:29)
All 4 One - I can love you like that (4:21)
All 4 One - I swear (4:19)
All 4 One - Not ready for goodbye (4:00)
Amano Tsukiko - Dandelion (5:25)
America - The last unicorn (3:08)
Amy Sky - I believe in us (3:57)
Ant & Dec - Falling (4:34)
ANZA - Tobira wo akete (4:45)
APO Hiking Society - Ewan (2:53)
APO Hiking Society - Panalangin (3:32)
APO Hiking Society - When I met you (4:16)
Aqua - Turn back time (4:03)
Ariel Rivera - A smile in your heart (3:51)
Ariel Rivera - Photograph (2:55)
Asian Kung-Fu Generation - Rewrite (3:46)
Atlantic Starr - Always (3:59)
Aubrey Ashburn - In Uthenera (2:35)
Avril Lavigne - Keep holding on (4:09)
Aya Hirano - God knows... (4:40)
Ayano Mashiro - Ideal white (4:17)
Ayumi Hamasaki - Moments (Original Mix) (5:31)
Ayumi Hamasaki - You (Aggressive Mix) (4:52)
Babyface & Mariah Carey - Every time I close my eyes (4:58)
Bachelor Girl - Buses and trains (3:41)
BACK-ON - Cerulean (4:01)
BACK-ON - Flower (3:48)
BACK-ON - Nibun no ichi (3:05)
BACK-ON & Lil' Fang - Wimp (3:39)
Backstreet Boys - Anywhere for you (4:42)
Backstreet Boys - More than that (3:41)
Bangles - Eternal flame (3:50)
Beach Boys - Kokomo (3:36)
Bee Gees - How deep is your love (4:05)
Bee Gees - Islands in the stream (live) (3:46)
Bee Gees - Love you inside out (4:10)
Bee Gees - More than a woman (3:17)
Bee Gees - Stayin' alive (4:45)
Bee Gees - Too much heaven (4:57)
Bee Gees - Tragedy (5:03)
Bee Gees - Words (3:19)
Bee Gees & Celine Dion - Immortality (4:15)
Bee Gees & Samantha Sang - Emotion (3:54)
Ben E. King - Stand by me (2:54)
Berlin - Take my breath away (4:12)
Bic Runga - Sway (4:23)
Bill Withers - Lean on me (4:17)
Billy Joel - She's always a woman to me (3:21)
Billy Ocean - Get outta my dreams, get into my car (4:34)
Billy Ocean - When the going gets tough (4:10)
Binocular - Deep (4:23)
Binocular - Don't say goodbye, say goodnight (4:51)
Bivattchee - Taiyou no mannaka he (3:16)
Blessid Union of Souls - Standing at the edge of the Earth (4:19)
BOB - BOB LOVE (5:14)
Bobby Caldwell - Take me, I'll follow (5:39)
Bobby McFerrin - Don't worry, be happy (4:03)
Bobby McFerrin - Say Ladeo (4:24)
Bon Jovi - Blaze of glory (5:35)
Bon Jovi - Livin' on a prayer (4:10)
Bone Thugs N Harmony - Tha Crossroads (3:49)
Bonnie Bailey - Ever after (5:26)
Bonnie Bailey - Kingdom of pretty (Dassmonkeys Mix) (7:45)
Bonnie Bailey - Safe (6:15)
Bonnie Pink - Thinking of you (4:43)
Bonnie Tyler - Holding out for a hero (5:50)
Bonnie Tyler - Turn around (6:58)
Boyfriends - Bakit labis kitang mahal (3:43)
Boys II Men - Water runs dry (3:22)
Boyz II Men - I'll make love to you (3:58)
Boyzone - Picture of you (3:23)
Bread - Baby I'm a want you (2:25)
Bread - Everything I own (3:09)
Bread - Lost without your love (2:56)
Bread - Make it with you (3:12)
Bread - The boxer (5:10)
Breathe - Hands to Heaven (4:16)
Britney Spears - Sometimes (4:04)
Bryan Adams, Rod Stewart & Sting - All for one (4:36)
Bump of Chicken - Sailing day (4:03)
Bump of Chicken - Sharin no uta (4:36)
Bump of Chicken - Tentaikansoku (4:23)
Bump of Chicken & Miku Hatsune - Ray (5:17)
B'Z - Invisible One (4:41)
Cathy Dennis - Too many walls (4:30)
Celine Dion - A new day has come (4:19)
Celine Dion - Because you loved me (4:32)
Celine Dion - That's the way it is (4:01)
Celine Dion & Barbara Streisand - Tell him (4:53)
Celine Dion & Peabo Bryson - Beauty and the Beast (4:03)
Celine Dion & R Kelly - I'm your angel (5:31)
CHAKA - Ashita e no melody (5:38)
Chaka Khan - Through the fire (4:42)
Cheap Trick - The flame (4:47)
CHEMISTRY - Merry-go-round (4:06)
CHEMISTRY - Now or never (5:08)
CHEMISTRY - Period (3:27)
Chicago - Hard habit to break (4:41)
Chicago - If you leave me now (3:55)
Chicago - You're the inspiration (3:50)
Chihiro - Honey (4:22)
Chihiro Yonekura - Arashi no naka de kagayaite (4:15)
Chisa Yokoyama - Geki! Teikoku kagekidan (3:01)
Clair Marlo - Til they take my heart away (4:18)
Claris - Connect (4:28)
Colbie Caillat - Falling for you (3:35)
Color It Red - Paglisan (5:22)
Color Me Badd - Close to heaven (4:18)
Color Me Badd - The Earth, the sun, the rain (4:16)
Cyber Nation Network - The power of love (4:59)
Cyndi Lauper - Time after time (3:52)
Cynthia Harrell - I am the wind (4:45)
Daft Punk - One more time (6:07)
Dakota Moon - A promise I make (4:26)
Dali - Moonlight Densetsu (2:52)
Damage - Forever (4:59)
Dan Fogelberg - Leader of the band (4:20)
Dan Fogelberg - Longer (3:15)
Dan Seals - One friend (3:12)
Daniel Powter - Bad day (3:54)
David Pomeranz - Nothing's gonna stop me now (1:15)
Debarge - Rhythm of the night (3:47)
Debbie Gibson - I get lost in your eyes (3:33)
Def Leppard - When love and hate collide (4:17)
Delerium & Sarah McLachlan - Silence (5:24)
Des'ree - You gotta be (4:07)
Destiny's Child - Brown eyes (4:38)
Diana Ross & Lionel Richie - Endless love (4:28)
DJ OZMA - Lie Lie Lie (3:49)
DJ OZMA - Macchibo (3:28)
DJ OZMA - Masurao (4:18)
Do as infinity - Week (4:34)
Don McLean - Vincent (4:02)
Donna Lewis - I could be the one (3:45)
Donna Lewis - I love you always forever (4:00)
Donna Lewis & Richard Marx - At the beginning (3:40)
dream - My will (5:20)
Duncan Shiek - Barely breathing (4:15)
E Nitta, A Uchida & S Mimori - Start: Dash! (2:59)
Earth, Wind & Fire - After the love has gone (4:35)
Earth, Wind & Fire - Every now and then (4:22)
earthmind - B-Bird (4:51)
earthmind - Energy (4:05)
East 17 - Each time (3:55)
Egoist - Namae no nai kaibutsu (5:17)
Ellie Goulding - How long will I love you (2:34)
emiko - Donna ni tsurai koto ga (4:46)
Eminem - Hailie's Song (5:20)
Eminem - Lose yourself (5:31)
Enrique Iglesias - Bailamos (3:38)
Eraserheads - With a smile (4:39)
Eri Shingyouji - In my dream (5:00)
Eric Clapton - Change the world (3:56)
Eric Gadd - Do you believe in me (4:00)
Eternal - Oh baby I (5:31)
Evanescence - Bring me to life (3:56)
exige - Believe yourself (4:27)
Faye Wong - Eyes on me (5:38)
Faylan - Blood teller (4:32)
FictionJunction - Stone cold (5:58)
FictionJunction YUUKA - Honoo no tobira (4:52)
Finger eleven - One thing (4:39)
FLOWER - forget-me-not ~Wasurenagusa~ (4:54)
Four non blondes - What's up (4:16)
Fra Lippo Lippi - Angel (5:11)
Fra Lippo Lippi - Beauty and Madness (4:41)
Fra Lippo Lippi - Light and Shade (4:49)
Fra Lippo Lippi - Stitches and burns (4:21)
Gabrielle - Don't need the sun to shine (3:28)
GACKT - Redemption (4:06)
Galileo Galilei - Asu he (5:16)
Garnet Crow - Mysterious eyes (4:30)
Garnet crow - Natsu no maboroshi (3:57)
Gary Valenciano - Gaya ng dati (5:02)
Gary Valenciano - 'Wag mo na sanang isipin (5:01)
Girls' Generation - Genie (3:31)
Glenn Frey - The heat is on (3:47)
Glenn Stafford - Heaven's devils (7:07)
Goo Goo Dolls - All that you are (3:12)
GRANRODEO - Detarame na zanzou (4:08)
GRANRODEO - Go for it (3:59)
Gregorian - Gloria (5:22)
Gregorian - Now we are free (4:23)
Gregorian - Ready to go home (4:42)
Gregorian & Amelia Brightman - Moment of peace (4:23)
Gumi - I'm sorry (5:10)
Gumi - Step to you (5:01)
Gumi & Luka Megurine - Happy synthesizer (3:54)
Guys next door - I've been waiting for you (4:17)
Hal - The starry sky (4:30)
Hanson - I will come to you (4:11)
Hanson - Mmmbop (4:28)
Harold Faltermeyer - Axel F (2:55)
Heart - Alone (3:39)
High and Mighty Color - Ichirin no hana (3:42)
High and Mighty Color - run run run (4:20)
HIMEKA - Hatenaki michi (4:57)
Hiro Takahashi - Taiyou ga mata kagayaku toki (5:20)
Hiro Takahashi - Unbalance na kiss wo shite (3:47)
Hitomi Kuroishi - Over the sky (4:32)
Hootie & the Blowfish - Let her cry (5:06)
Hootie & the Blowfish - Only wanna be with you (3:48)
Ichigo - YU-MU (4:14)
Idina Menzel - Let it go (3:38)
Iijima Mari - Ai oboete imasu ka (6:27)
Iijima Mari - Tenshi no enogu (4:45)
Inner Seishi - Tuxedo Mirage (3:35)
Ishii Tatsuya - River (4:53)
Iwao Junko - Koko ni kite (3:03)
J. Ingram & P. Austin - Baby come to me (3:35)
Jade - 1000 Words (3:55)
Jag-Toy - Tomodachi ni modorenai (3:41)
James Ingram - Just once (4:34)
Jamie Rivera - I've fallen for you (4:18)
Jennifer Lopez - If you had my love (3:48)
Jim Brickman & Rebecca Lynn Howard - Simple things (3:29)
Jim Croce - I'll have to say I love you in a song (2:30)
Jim Croce - Photographs and memories (2:08)
Joannie Hogg - Small two of pieces (6:17)
Joannie Hogg - Star of tears (2:58)
Jodie Brooke Wilson - Temporary Madness (3:37)
John Denver - Annie's song (3:08)
John Mayer - Back to you (3:57)
John Mayer - Your body is a wonderland (4:08)
John Parr - St. Elmo's fire (4:11)
John Secada - If you go (4:34)
John Secada - Just another day (without you) (5:27)
John Sykes - Cautionary warning (3:29)
Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown - No air (4:24)
Jose Marie Chan & Regine Velasquez - Please be careful with my heart (3:35)
Josh Groban - You raise me up (4:47)
Julie Fowlis - Into the open air (2:42)
Julie Fowlis - Touch the sky (2:26)
Kabuki rocks - Yuuki ga areba (3:51)
Kaito - Sennen no dokusouka (3:22)
Kalafina - Manten (5:15)
Kalafina - Oblivious (4:23)
Kalafina - Sprinter (5:04)
Kalafina - To the beginning (4:16)
Kalapana - Would you hurt the man who loves you (3:33)
Kaori Asoh - alone the world (6:56)
Kaskade - It's you, it's me (4:55)
Katy Perry - Hot N Cold (3:40)
KC & JoJo - All my life (5:30)
KC and Jojo - Crazy (3:33)
Keiko Yoshinari - Asu e no yuuki (3:41)
Kenny G - Forever in love (4:57)
Kenny G - I will always love you (3:45)
Kenny G - Summer Time (6:46)
Kenny G - Waiting for you (4:56)
Kenny Loggins - Danger zone (3:45)
Kiyomi Kobayashi - Aitakute (4:41)
KOKIA - Ai no melody (5:40)
KOKIA - Fate (3:48)
KOKIA - Hikari no kata e (5:07)
KOKIA - Nageki no oto (5:05)
KOKIA - Sakura no kinoshita (5:57)
KOKIA - Tatta hitotsu no omoi (4:05)
Konno Yukari - Tokimeki no doukasen (4:30)
KOTOKO - Agony (4:20)
KOTOKO - Love a riddle (6:32)
KOTOKO - Re-sublimity (5:19)
KOTOKO - unfinished (4:40)
Kouji Wada - Butterfly (4:18)
Kristy McNichol & Christopher Atkins - First love (4:20)
Kumi Koda - Real emotion (4:00)
Kylie Minogue - Can't get you out of my head (3:51)
Kylie Minogue - In your eyes (3:20)
Kylie Minogue - On a night like this (3:31)
Kylie Minogue - Please stay (4:04)
Kylie Minogue - Spinning around (3:28)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Blurry eyes (4:18)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Daybreak's bell (4:12)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Ready steady go (3:49)
L'Arc~en~Ciel - The Fourth avenue Cafe (5:00)
Leanne Rimes - Can't fight the moonlight (3:35)
Leanne Rimes - I need you (3:48)
Leigh Nash - Need to be next to you (3:44)
LiA - Doll (4:41)
LiA - Toki wo kizamu uta (4:51)
Lifehouse - Hanging by a moment (3:37)
Lifehouse - You and me (3:14)
Lighthouse Family - Be happy (3:38)
Lighthouse Family - High (4:24)
Limahl - Never ending story (3:27)
Linkin Park - Breaking the habit (3:16)
Linkin Park - In the end (3:36)
Linkin Park - Iridescent (4:56)
Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong (3:33)
Lionel Richie - Stuck on you (3:11)
LiSA - Oath sign (4:08)
Lisa Loeb - Stay (3:03)
Little Blue boX - 2 spirits (3:58)
Little Blue boX - Brave hero (3:55)
Little Blue boX - Mugen myself (3:48)
Little Blue boX - Sanmi ittai (3:41)
Luka Megurine - Answer (3:57)
Luka Megurine - Double lariat (3:25)
Luka Megurine - Just be friends (extd) (5:05)
Luka Megurine - Megane (5:07)
Luka Megurine - Palette (3:51)
Luka Megurine - RIP=RELEASE (4:14)
Luka Megurine - Tower (2:33)
Luka Megurine & Miku Hatsune - Magnet (3:58)
Luka Megurine & Miku Hatsune - World's end dancehall (3:36)
Luna Haruna - Sora ha takaku kaze ha utau (4:32)
M2M - Don't say you love me (3:44)
M2M - Everything (4:01)
M2M - Everything you do (4:01)
M2M - Mirror mirror (3:19)
M2M - Pretty boy (4:38)
M. Sakamoto & S. Snyder - You're not alone (3:53)
M. Sakamoto & S. Snyder - Yubiwa (3:37)
Maaya Sakamoto - Hemisphere (4:09)
Maaya Sakamoto - Kaze ga fuku hi (5:56)
Maaya Sakamoto - Mameshiba (6:13)
Maaya Sakamoto - Yakusoku ha iranai (4:10)
Madonna - Crazy for you (4:11)
Mai Hoshimura - Merry go round (4:36)
Mai Kuraki - Always (4:08)
Mai Kuraki - Happy days (4:18)
Mai Kuraki - Never gonna give you up (3:59)
Mai Kuraki - Time after time (4:01)
Mandy Moore - I wanna be with you (4:11)
Mariah Carey - Always be my baby (4:17)
Mariah Carey - Hero (4:19)
Masami Okui - Birth (4:25)
Matchbox 20 - Push (3:58)
Matchbox 20 - Unwell (3:48)
Matsuyuki Yasuko - Tokiwo koete (4:06)
May'n - Chase the world (3:42)
May'n & Megumi Nakajima - Lion (5:07)
Mayo Suzukaze - Namida ha shitteiru (4:30)
MC Hammer - Pray (5:13)
Megumi Hayashibara - Breeze (4:25)
Megumi Hayashibara - Don't be discouraged (4:11)
Megumi Hayashibara - Give a reason (4:27)
Megumi Hayashibara - Shakunetsu no koi (4:01)
Megumi Nakajima - Anata no oto (5:02)
Megumi Nakajima - Seikan hikou (3:54)
Meredith Brooks - Bitch (4:08)
Merril Bainbridge - Mouth (3:26)
Michael Bolton - I can go the distance (4:42)
Michael Jackson - Man in the mirror (5:19)
Michael Jackson - You are not alone (5:45)
Michael learns to rock - Out of the blue (5:46)
Michael learns to rock - Sleeping child (5:20)
Michael learns to rock - Someday (3:51)
Michael learns to rock - The actor (4:12)
Mika Kobayashi - Ego (3:15)
Mikee Cojuangco, Donna Cruz & Regine Velasquez - I can (3:33)
Miku Hatsune - 1/6 (4:27)
Miku Hatsune - Dear (4:28)
Miku Hatsune - Freely tomorrow (3:59)
Miku Hatsune - Odds & ends (5:37)
Miku Hatsune - Rolling girl (3:13)
Miku Hatsune - Sekiranun graffiti (3:32)
Miku Hatsune - SPiCa (3:37)
Miku Hatsune - Tell your world (4:15)
Miku Hatsune - Weekender Girl (3:33)
Mikuni Shimokawa - Kimi ni fuku kaze (4:43)
Mikuni Shimokawa - Sore ga ai deshou (5:12)
Mikuni Shimokawa - Tomorrow (3:36)
Milky - Be my world (3:41)
Minami Kuribayashi - Hoshizora no waltz (3:16)
Minami Kuribayashi - Unripe Hero (4:16)
MIO - The Winner (4:06)
Mongol 800 - Chiisana koi no uta (3:43)
Monica - For you I will (5:00)
MOVE - Romancing train (4:34)
MYMP - Constantly (4:16)
Nami Tamaki - Believe (3:54)
Nana Kitade - Kesenai tsumi (4:14)
Nana Mizuki - Innocent starter (4:39)
Nana Mizuki - Massive wonders (4:16)
Naomi Amagata - Suddenly (3:41)
Naomi Tamura - Yuzurenai negai (3:51)
Natalie Imbruglia - Torn (4:07)
Negoto - sharp # (3:40)
Neil Sedaka - Laughter in the rain (2:48)
Ne-Yo - So sick (3:28)
NGE BGM - Both of you, dance like you want to win (1:48)
NGE BGM - Harbringer of tragedy (1:36)
NGE BGM - Normal Blood (1:55)
NGE BGM - When I find peace of mind (3:31)
Nightwish - 10th Man Down (5:24)
Nightwish - For the heart I once had (3:56)
nomico - Bad apple!! (3:39)
N'Sync - Bye Bye Bye (3:21)
N'Sync - It's gonna be me (3:10)
N'Sync - This I promise you (6:32)
Offspring - I want you bad (3:25)
One OK Rock - Naihi shinsho (3:42)
One OK Rock - The beginning (5:13)
Origa - Inner universe (4:53)
Origa - Rise (5:28)
Pamelah - Spirit (3:45)
Paolo Santos - Close (4:18)
Parokya ni Edgar - Halaga (5:52)
Parokya ni Edgar - Harana (3:02)
Parokya ni Edgar - One and only you (2:47)
Parokya ni Edgar - Sampip (4:07)
Pat Monahan - Her eyes (3:16)
Paula Abdul - Forever your girl (4:10)
Paula Abdul - Rush rush (4:56)
Peabo Bryson - If ever you're in my arms again (4:08)
Perfume - Love the world (4:35)
Perfume - Polyrhythm (4:09)
Peter Cetera & Amy Grant - Next time I fall (3:39)
Peter Cetera & Cher - After all (4:16)
Peter Cetera & Crystal Bernard - Forever tonight (4:31)
Phil Collins - Against all odds (take a look at me now) (3:25)
Pizzicato Five - Baby love child (3:34)
Pizzicato Five - Sweet soul review (5:22)
Plumb - Here with me (4:04)
Plumb - Real (3:42)
Princessa - I won't forget you (4:12)
Puscifer - The humbling river (5:05)
Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody (5:56)
Queen - Princes of the Universe (3:37)
Queen - Te wo toriatte (5:31)
Queen - We will rock you (2:02)
Queen - Who wants to live forever (4:57)
R Kugimiya, Y Horie & E Kitamura - Orange (4:38)
Ramin Djawadi - Pacific Rim (4:54)
Ray Parker Jr. - Ghostbusters (4:03)
Rebecca - In my dreams (3:07)
Reel 2 Real feat The Mad Stuntman - I like to move it (3:48)
Rex Smith - Simply Jessie (3:06)
Rey Valera - Kung kailangan mo ako (4:09)
Rey Valera - Pangako sa 'yo (4:31)
Ric Segreto - Don't know what to say (2:48)
Richard Marx - Now and forever (3:32)
Richard Marx - Right here waiting (4:24)
Rick Astley - Never gonna give you up (3:35)
Rick Astley - Together forever (3:29)
Ricky Martin - Livin' la vida loca (4:03)
Rico J. Puno - Macho Guwapito (2:56)
Rie Tanaka - Fields of hope (5:08)
Right said Fred - I'm too sexy (2:51)
Rikki - Suteki da ne (5:37)
Rin & Len Kagamine - Nayuta no kanata made (2:41)
Rin Kagamine - Meltdown (5:32)
Rin Kagamine & Miku Hatsune - Promise (4:21)
Rina Aiuchi - Code crush (7:28)
Rivermaya - Hinahanap-hanap kita (4:22)
Robert Downey Jr & Sting - Every breath you take (4:23)
Robin Williams - Prince Ali (2:51)
Romantic Mode - Dreams (4:58)
Romantic Mode - Resolution (5:00)
Ron Wasserman - Mighty Morphin Power Rangers (4:00)
Roxette - Dangerous (3:48)
Roxette - Listen to your heart (5:27)
Russell Watson - Faith of the heart (4:09)
S. Mendes, J. Pizzulo & L. Miller - Never gonna let you go (4:15)
Sachi Tainaka - disillusion (4:06)
Sakura Tange - Arigatou (5:53)
Sarah Geronimo - Sa iyo (3:36)
Savage Garden - Crash and burn (4:39)
Savage Garden - I want you (3:52)
Savage Garden - To the moon and back (5:41)
Savage Garden - Truly madly deeply (4:39)
Savage Genius - Forever (4:49)
Seal - Crazy (5:56)
Seal - Don't cry (6:17)
Seal - Kiss from a rose (4:49)
Seal - Prayer for the dying (5:29)
Seal - Walk on by (3:15)
See-Saw - Anna ni issho datta no ni (4:49)
Selena - Dreaming of you (5:14)
Shehei Kita - Soul phrase (extd) (3:01)
Sherry Lynn - Talent for love (3:47)
Siam Shade - 1/3 no junjou no kanjou (3:42)
Siam Shade - Dreams (3:49)
SID - Uso (3:28)
Simply Red - Stars (4:08)
Simply Red - Sunrise (3:15)
Smokey Mountain - Da coconut nut (3:33)
Smokey Mountain - Kahit habang buhay (3:48)
Smokey Mountain - Kailan (4:11)
Solid Harmonie - I want you to want me (3:34)
Sonia - Tenchi Muyo! (4:22)
Spice Girls - Mama (3:41)
Spice Girls - Say you'll be there (3:55)
Spice Girls - Stop! (3:24)
Spice Girls - Two become one (4:01)
Spice Girls - Wannabe (2:55)
SPYAIR - My world (3:30)
Stan Bush - Dare (4:02)
Stan Bush - The touch (3:56)
Starship - Nothing's gonna stop us now (4:25)
Starship - Sara (4:22)
Stephanie - Because of you (5:32)
Stephanie - Friends (4:23)
Steps - Better best forgotten (4:03)
Steps - It's the way you make me feel (3:17)
Steps - Say you'll be mine (3:31)
Stevie B - Because I love you (5:00)
Stevie Wonder - Knocks me off my feet (3:36)
Stevie Wonder - Overjoyed (3:41)
Sukiyaki - 4PM (2:41)
Sunset Daze - Selfish (3:35)
Survivor - Eye of the tiger (4:03)
SWV - Weak (4:44)
T.M. Revolution - Meteor (4:10)
T.M. Revolution - Vestige (5:34)
Takashi Sorimachi - Poison (4:09)
Take that - Back for good (4:00)
Ted Ito - Ikaw pa rin (4:45)
Teikoku Kagekidan - Yume mite iyou (3:57)
Texas - Say what you want (3:56)
The Brilliant Green - Ash like snow (4:32)
The Calling - Wherever you will go (3:30)
The Carpenters - Close to you (3:40)
The Carpenters - Sing (3:20)
The Company - Pakisabi na lang (3:39)
The Corrs - At your side (unplugged) (4:33)
The Corrs - Breathless (3:30)
The Corrs - Irresistable (3:38)
The Cranberries - Linger (4:36)
The Cranberries - Ode to my family (4:33)
The Dawn - Iisang bangka (4:14)
The Doors - O Fortuna (2:32)
The Moffatts - If life is so short (4:03)
The Police - Every breath you take (4:14)
The Proclaimers - I'm gonna be (3:33)
The Rembrandts - I'll be there for you (3:03)
The Tokens - The lion sleeps tonight (2:42)
The Who - Baba O' Riley (5:09)
Third Eye Blind - Jumper (4:32)
TiA - Promise (4:31)
Timmy Thomas - Dying inside to hold you (3:40)
TLC - No scrubs (3:35)
TLC - Unpretty (4:39)
TLC - Waterfalls (4:39)
Tom Jones and Art Of Noise - Kiss (3:31)
Tomo Sakurai - Ice blue eyes (4:00)
Toni Braxton - You mean the world to me (4:56)
Toto - Africa (4:22)
Toto - I'll be over you (3:49)
Tropical Depression - Bilog na naman ang buwan (3:33)
Tropical Depression - Kapayapaan (4:48)
Turtles - Happy together (2:58)
TV Theme - Angel (0:51)
TV Theme - Denver The last dinosaur (1:07)
TV Theme - Full Macgyver Theme (2:40)
TV Theme - Garfield and friends opening theme (0:55)
Two-Mix - Endless love (6:09)
Two-Mix - Rhythm Emotion (3:57)
U2 - Elevation (3:49)
Ushima Hitofumi - Trust you forever (3:56)
Utada Hikaru - Automatic (5:29)
Utada Hikaru - Flavor of life -ballad ver- (5:25)
Utada Hikaru - For you (5:25)
Utada Hikaru - Hikari (5:03)
Utada Hikaru - Letters (4:47)
Utada Hikaru - Movin' on without you (4:39)
Utada Hikaru - Sanctuary (4:16)
Utada Hikaru - Wait & see (4:48)
UVERworld - D-tecnoLife (3:48)
UVERworld - Hakanaku mo towa no kanashi (4:11)
Vanna Vanna - He loves me (3:40)
Vanna Vanna - Hurting inside (4:27)
Vienna Teng - Lullabye for a stormy night (4:40)
VST & Company - Awitin mo, isasayaw ko (4:41)
VST & Company - Ikaw ang aking mahal (3:22)
VST & Company - Step no, step yes (2:54)
Weird Al - Fat (3:37)
Weird Al - The saga begins (5:28)
Weird Al - You don't love me anymore (4:01)
Weiß Kreuz - Epitaph (4:03)
Weiß Kreuz - It's too late (3:38)
Weiß Kreuz - Piece of Heaven (3:32)
Weiß Kreuz - Velvet Underworld (4:50)
Westlife - Swear it again (4:10)
Westlife - World of our own (3:32)
Whigfield - Close to you (3:42)
Whigfield - Think of you (4:05)
White Lion - You're all I need (4:26)
Whitney Houston - I will always love you (4:34)
Wilson Phillips - Hold on (3:40)
Wilson Phillips - Release me (3:53)
Wilson Phillips - You're in love (4:50)
Wish - Pray (5:02)
Within Temptation - The Howling (5:33)
Wolfgang - Halik ni Hudas (3:29)
Wolfgang - Sa mata ng Diyos (4:42)
Wolfgang - She is my Cain (3:31)
Wolfgang - Weightless (3:46)
YMAN - Pag-ibig ko'y bato (3:48)
Youko Takahashi - Kokoro yo genshi ni modore (4:51)
Youko Takahashi - Metamorphose (3:51)
Youko Takahashi - Shiawase ha tsumi no nioi (4:33)
Youko Takahashi - Zankoku na tenshi no teze (4:05)
Younha - Houkiboshi (3:14)
YUI - Again (4:15)
YUI - Life (4:03)
Yukari Tamura - Hoshizora no spica (4:45)
Yuki Masuda - Zutto kimi no soba (4:03)
Yuki Matsuura - Pure enough (4:01)
Yumi Kawamura - Burn my dread (1:35)
Yuna Ito - Trust you (5:19)
Yuuka Nanri - Kiseki (4:26)
μ's - Mogyutto love de sekkin chuu (5:41)
μ's - Snow Halation (4:15)